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three cheers for me.
hey yo. Becky here and this is my blog. have fun.
6:07 PM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
I'm stuck
7:59 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Rest In Peace -the earphones that went mute-
All the days that you have spent entertaining me
During the journey thru and fro from college
When I'm doing shopping on my own
Working out to lose those fats
Doing my assignments
During classes in college
Even when I'm cleaning the house
entertaining me when I'm emo(I'm emo free now, mind you.LOl)
I will never forget you
10:05 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Hype man! I didnt know coffee was so strong . I just drank one cup just now and right now my hearts racing and hands shaking.-i know..'weird'- Like can stay still.Ok this is the first time i feel like this over the many years of my life taking in coffee.OMG~ Hype like this guy. Can just jump around and not seat still even for a min.I think this picture explains it all. Yeah coffee DOES give you life expecially to me. Ok the hype thing is just scaring me now. and this be the culprit where it all started. -eveul old town white coffee!- rawr!!~
5:45 AM
Of all singers I've heard, I just can't help but really admire Connie. Her singing is just so awesome! though she's young but she's as good as some famous singer with a lil kiddy voice. Come let me show you why. Just listen to the videos below. You'll just be blown from you seat, oh mind you, she's just 6 years old(last year). On top of that she has also managed to amuse Simon Comwell( one of the American Idol's judge) with her singing.
awesome!~ i think its awesome. what do you think?
11:22 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
As you all who knows me would know that I'm currently having a major holiday and when i say major, its major. =P To those who want to know what i meant by major, I'll let you know, my holidays started on 10th May and it'll end on 4th August -everyone says..'Wahh...'- So you do you think that's major? LOL. Yeah i thought so too. At first after all the stress and panic due to the whole lot of assignments just thrown at us to complete, I was damn hell happy I have such a long break! woohoo~ but now, 'Aiya, what to do ar? Holiday wor? No job some more. -sadnya-' Believe it or not, i feel jobless. That is when i start to bum at home and when i start bumming, chun chun i found a friend who bums more then me(so called former CEO of the bumming company.LOL) besides that he has his whole group of bumming friends too but so far i only met 2.Now at least I know, I'm not alone. :D Ok so back to what i wanted to blog about was what Becky has done so far sinceholidays.
Since i have such a long, these are a couple of things that i have done so far.
I baked ( should I start selling what i bake? sounds like a good idea right?) I cooked.. (Do you think I can cook and bake now? you know who you are -grins-) I made smoothies I got too bored and camwhore. I went shopping!~ alone. how sad right? but at least i bought stuff.haha. On this day while i was at mid valley, I've done my shopping and still had time so I chose to drop by MPH and do some reading. Found a book on fashion and seat at the photography books section, while reading I just heard a lil boy going fuck.. fuck.. fuck.. no shit. Wtf. Kids nowadays.LOl.
and I look for places to go! and this is the latest.=D I'm so hyped up about this event. whoo~
well, there is actually more that i did but their mostly considered bumming. watching tv is considered one of it right? Yeah thank God astro is showing good movies man. I'm so lucky.
eh eh I know I still have a lot to blog about but I'm kinda not thinking straight now cause all I want to do now it shoot hoops(basketball). =P
There will be an event held at KLPAC next saturday( 28th Jun). Its an all-day music and creative arts festival. Well there's going to be music, art, games, shopping and a whole lot of fun! This event is mainly held to bring together the various artist around Malaysia. The event will be held in 7 different locations in KLPAC. At each location different activities are held. You can check out on the details here.
Date: 28 JuneTime: 12pm – 12mn
Venue: Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre,
Sentul Park, Jalan Strachan,
51100 Kuala Lumpur
Ticketing:
At the door: RM35*
Pre-sale : RM25*
(* inclusive RM2 ticket handling fee)
Wanna know more? feel free to checkout the official website for Urbanscapes. There will be tiny updates and also latest news about thefestival on this website. click here
Besides the website they are also on facebook . Go ahead, check it out and spread the news! click here
P.S The tickets are only for entertainment purposes like for the bands, movies and such but the marketplace it free- that is were all the mini shops are held and you can do your shopping there! =D
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I think its a good way to introduce the talents in Malaysia that we have towards the people living in this country. Malaysia boleh right? lol. So excited about this man. Its going to be a great day! hope to see you there. Oh and if your going, let me know!
my gosh..... has anyone notice how extremely slow streamyx has gotten? it takes like bloody long just to upload a page plus sometimes cant even sign into messenger or if we do get sign in, messages are not able to be sent to the retriever. so frustrating and annoying. i think right its so not reasonable to use streamyx right now but then again to change to a different company, its going to be so 'ma fan'.
6:31 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
ok i forgot to say something in the previous blog
I'm still jobless for the whole holiday.
boo~
So feel free to ask me out =P
2:29 AM
mann... today blows. I had an interview today with the G2 company for a job in 1Utama next week. i was so bloody excited for the interview because if i get it i'll get to start work! and if i DO start work.. i'm gonna have cash flowing in babeh. and with those cash coming in, I've already planned and made a list on how to spend the them. Some more last night i couldnt sleep cause of the thought of getting that job makes me excited.
So this is what happened, I woked up 6 in the morning so that i could get ready and follow my mum to the office since my interview location[ Wisma Genting in Raja Chulan] was near my mum's office. By the time gotten ready had breakfast near mum's office, reached mum's office at 8.30. Ok so yeah i need to waste an hour waiting in the cafeteria[ cause i cant wait in mum's office] just listening to my iPod and reading the bloody thin 'The Sun' newspaper[neither the least I actually found something interesting in the paper, I'll share it with you later, i wanna finish my story here first.], thats cause I've forgotten to bring my storybook[great timing right? *sighs*]. That one hour just seemed to crawl every so slowly as if it just wanted to torture me worst and finally! it was 9.30. so i happily faster went to take a cab[ at least i didnt need to wait for the cab, thank God or i'll go ballistic]. me talking to the driver:
me: hi, wisma genting yea?
driver: ok
so i happily got in cause he seemed to be very certain on where it was and i wasnt even sure where the hack is wisma genting.awesomness driver: wisma genting yang di Jalan Raja Laut kan?
me: erm.. tidak, alamat tulis Raja Chulan.
driver: tidak la saya rasa ia adalah di Jalan Raja Laut.
me: I tak tau, alamat tulis macam begitulah. Saya tak tau yang mana Wisma Genting
(haha..laughs to myself)
(-thoughts- there cant be 2 Wisma Gentings' right? so confused -__-")
ok the next thing he did was what i've never thought a cabby would do. He stopped the car by the road side and went down to ask directions from another driver.O.O. LOL
shouldnt he know like the place fairly well? since he's a city cabby.
yeah then he got back in the cab.
by know he would most probably know where the place already but instead he was still lost about where the building was and he stopped yet another time to ask for directions.
from the cab i saw him asked the other fella about the location and the fella just pointed on the otherside of the road-__-"
yeah, it was lame.
so i just paid him and said i'll walk over.
so basically he just to me a big round and end up on the opposite road when in the beginning he should have jut went straight.
When i got in front of the building , I noticed that the monorail was jsut right beside the building.-sigh- i should have used the monorail, i could have saved 5bucks[ yes that 5bucks is a lot to me right now.lol]. yes so finally FINALLY reached my destination.
-heart pumping- blood rushing- I was excited you bet. Before i went up i called the person incharged and she said just go up and just let someone know that i have came for the interview[ so weird right? its so unorganized]. so ok fine, i'll just go up when i reached, somone opened the door to let me and a few other people in[ they were workers from another company , i presume]. the lady walked off and i just take a looked around. There wasnt a proper front desk counter where i can refer to and everyone is just like doing their own thing in the office, they dont even seem to be working.-wtf- well then i told one of the staff that i'm here for the interview -with an uncertain face- she said i think someone will attend to you soon, please wait at the couch(which was near the main entrance) and she walked away without even bothering to talk to the person in charge.[what a bitch] ok fine i'll wait -i'm still keeping my cool and still patient- i waited for at least 10mins[1o effin mins of my Life ok?!] and still there was no one. Fuck! i'll just get the hell out of here if their not keen on getting a promoter.
My conclusion: Do not apply jobs posted by G2 Company
Damn pissed. woke up so early when i could sleep longer just to go for that fucking interview. what a waste of my precious time. They should be sued. Anyway, I didnt wanna waste anymore of my time just being pissed at the bloody G2 Company, so i went to Pavilion and indulge myself in clothes instead. hah! first stop was Forever 21. OMG there's SO MANY clothes I wanna buy from there but the saddest part was that i didnt have much money and I saw a handbag i really want . It cost 200 bucks, so i just started at it [cause that's the only thing i could do -sobs-]. i tried on oh-so-many clothes but then its either their out of sizes with a very cheap reasonable or their expensive with the right size.-__-". In the end, I had to walk out empty handed. Its ok, I'll just go shop for leggings. who knew, leggings f=didnt come cheap either. MNG selling them for 60+ [which was the one i had been looking for] and the rest of the shops sold them for 30+ which werent the ones i was looking for. so maybe i'll just buy it some other time but that wasnt my excuse. The excuse was that I already had plenty of blisters on my feet due to the fact that I have worn heels since i went for the interview and straight to shopping plus it was more then 4 hours with heels. So the only thing i bought was my camera tripod[Yes! at least I got something useful and important.lol]. -leg pain dy but still have to wait for mum for lunch and another half an hour to 12- what i did was walked over to starhill and sat there to waste time, after 10mins- dang its damn boring, no books to read- so i went over to Starbucks to get a drink and thank God! they had magazines there! hahaha.but then there was this white man who kept looking at me -creepy- but anyway wasted time till it was 2 then went to meet mum at westin and thats where lunch was.LOL. my treat for the day. Ate at lasagne at Prego and i was already full- if i could eat more and not grow fat, i would but i have a limit(sadly)-
The Appetizer
The Lasagna
The bread was niced i missed it.. i want more =(. the lasagna was so so but it is still nicer then the one you can get from Domino's Pizza =P. Ok so the day wasnt as bad as i thought it was maybe its just cause i got a treat at the end of the day.haha. but i have to say shopping alone wasnt all that bad just that its lonely.
So back the the thing that i found was interesting on the newspaper -deep breath- it was a report by one of Malaysian citizens saying that due to the increase in fuel price, malaysian citizens should practice using public transport instead of driving because we would save alot more using public transport rather then driving. He has stated this by refering to his stay in London (if i wasnt mistaken) that he had spent a very reasonable amount,lets say 6pounds for a whole day, just on public transport[trains and buses] and the best thing is that the rides are unlimited. The problem with Malaysian public transport[train and buses] is that every ride we take we have to pay and they are not connected to one another making it easies for citizens to travel from one train to another. Due to the fees charged to the passengers for every ride, public transport is as good as one of the money making schemes for the government.
Yeah i agreed with what he said. though fuel have gone up, the better choice is to use public transport but then why use public transport when total amount spent on public transport could easily be equivalent to the price for the fuel used for our own car. so why not? Just use the car. On the other hand, public transport here in Malaysia are not planned out properly, it only covers a certain part of malaysia and with all the many different company of trains they are not all joined or either easy to get to from one train company to another. As for the buses, they are unlikely to be consistent in timing cause waiting for the bus to arrive could take as long as an hour or more.This has made it a drag for citizens to take public transport and it is also a waste of time. Cabs are a more reliable type of public transport but then cab fees are considered to be fairly expensive and when they are running a night shift they tend to over charge customers without using the meter but rather the amount they wanted.E.g from sunway pyramid to OUG they would just charge the customer for 35ringgit. that is insanity. Just cause their working at night, they think they have the right to over charge the customers.
I think the government has alot ALOT more to improve on the country's transport system cause right now , I dont think there are many out there who are satisfied with the system runned in Malaysia.
the last random thing. Architects! doesnt this picture rock?! =D
8:33 AM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
A mind crowded with problems and issues that are unable to be dealt with, the pass which is unforgettable. Sometimes it feels as if the only way to deal with them is to just of the ledge of the highest building and just free fall into the world.
No its suicidal, its not a right thing to do, it'll send you to hell.. but.. in that split second, in between the sky and the earth, imagine the amount of freedom you could feel, the freedom of not being chained, the moment where you are completely free of thoughts. its just you right there, just free falling, embracing the feeling of free falling and the wind passing through you. Without even having enough time to worry of what will happen when the fall ends or what will happen to you or even its to late to regret.
I definately know that that particular person will enjoy this.LOL
6:13 AM
Friday, June 6, 2008
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Yeah i know its a bit late[maybe too late] but none the least, i did write about it[well sort of] I want to attend it too but sigh i got other things to do. So i'll just sacrifice it this time for another. i hope that they'll be a second one. really wanna go. its gonna be so awesome and i'm not gonna be there.boo~ that sucks. i'll definately go if there were another. Who's going let me know! i wanna know how it goes .haha!
6:19 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
-walking..- stop. OMG! awesomness! i want bike! arrrhhh -walks into the shop- me: Excuse me, how much does that cost? sales: its a 6000+(cant really remember the exact) me: ok thanks -walks out the shop- T_T.. so expensive.. i want it -sobs sobs- -walks away-
seriously thats the mostnicest, coolest, prettiest, awesomest, gorgeous, amazing, and etc.. I have EVER seen!! Thinking of it just makes me drool.. to think that it also glows in the dark( my love for glowy stuff) and its in fact!.. foldable(can help me to save space.LOL. house very small) how i wish i just wake up one day and see this awesomest thing appeared in my room right in front of my eyes, i'll just stare at it the whole day long and hug it(awww~) it comes in white and orange andbothglows! i would very much prefer the white thought and Racheal would agree on the orange.
i'll let you have a peek on how it really looks =D
What do you think of me? Are you quite proud of this make-believe The come down, that hangs around everything You can admire in that girl She's so.. damn.. beautiful
What do you see in me? Are you quite proud of this make-believe The feelin' that hangs around everything You once admired in that girl You're so.. damn.. beautiful
I will see you rise again And I will feel you fly again You're so wonderful I will be there by your side You're so wonderful I will be there by your side You're so damn beautiful
You're so damn beautiful
What do you see in me? Are you quite proud of this make-believe The feelin' that hangs around everything You once admired in that girl You're so damn beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
I see before the race you've run And jump ahead too far Your laughing eye again
You're so damn beautiful
You're so damn beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
I've stumbled across this song sometime ago while i was browsing the net. This song has really captured my attention as it has that eerie feeling in the tune of the song but yet it makes me just relaxed and free from any problems I'm facing. The lyric of this song is just awesome, just damn beautiful.
Night after night, i just stayed up lying awake in my bed. everything just rushes through my mind. mostly are of regrets, decisions and problems. Night is the only time where it all happens, it also happens sometimes during the day. I just couldnt control those emotions. There are somethings that i wish i could do or say if up front towards that someone but i know that it is impossible. Impossible cause i know that they wouldnt understand neither do they want to hear it. I got friends that i could talk to and pour my heart out but i know they would quite understand how i feel as well as i still feel the same after that. Having all these floating in my head all day long have sometimes makes me feel suicidal but non the less I still love myself. so dont worry about me being suicidal, i'm not that daring either =D When i think about things throughly and plan to do what i have decided, i'll just do it and then maybe regret sometime later. it always happens but thank God, there's always a way to fix them. i guess.. life is just not perfect. We just have to go through problems to learn a lesson or to know whats wrong and whats right. to me i think problems are also a way for God in molding us like how a potter moulds clay. we are the clay and God is out potter. it all makes sense.
Just recently, me and my friends have just lost one of our dearest friend. William he was involved in an accident in pahang. while on his way back from a camping trip. How it happened? we all have no idea cause there were many stories told about the accident. The only person who truly knows, is the driver who happened to be one of the high rank officer. the officer had managed to escaped the accident with mothing much then just minor scratches but was earlier on rumored to be in a very bad condition in the hospital. no one knows which hospital. later on the last day of the funeral, he showed up, looking good. why it was said that he was badly injured could be due to many reasons. i dont think anyone would want to be alive after a car accident where he survives and his other fellow friends in the same car parish. Everyone will just put the blame on him plus the amount of guilt he has to bare for quite sometime.
i can say much about william cause i didnt really knew him that well but i know that i knew him well enough to tell you that he's a great guy. He has really cared for all his buddies, who he calls as brothers, with love. They have looked up to him for help and advice, and he has given them those when they needed them. He's just cheerful and funny at the same time. Just someone who could cheer someone who feels as low as hell to be happy again. So far, he is the only person that i have seen with so many friends. His friends just keeps coming and coming none stop to pay respect to his funeral. Everyone loved him and we still do. There is not a day where anyone could forget him.
I still remember on the first day of school when he joined Sri Sempurna, he used everything that had the colour pink in them. He carries a pink bandana, pink bag, pink pencilcase, white shoes that had pink linings in them and a pink bracelet. He was the first guy that i have every known that loved the colour pink so much and neither is he afraid to show it. At first i thought that william was just another lala who just wants attention but the more i knew him the more it changed my mind set. He wasnt one but rather pink was just his trade mark and he dared to be different and stand out in front of the crowd without the need to pretend to be someone else but just be himself. He is great being himself, there's nothing to hide.
the is no one who could replace him. he's just one of a kind. In memories of William, i dedicate this song to him.